Thoughts for this Time of Year

Sometimes you come upon fresh ideas in the most unusual places.

Our family - all 16 of us - enjoyed fall break in Destin, FL. a couple of weeks back. We stayed in a three-story beach house – the same house we stayed in the year before. Sixteen human beings in the same house for a week can present all kinds of challenges.

I recall a little girl’s letter in a book titled Letters to God. She wrote:

Dear God,

 “I know you love all people, everywhere, all the time. There are only four in my family, and sometimes, I just can’t do it.”

Love,

Maggie

Well, we had a splendid time! Except for an occasional cry from one of the little folks, (I explained to them one cannot cry on vacation which dried up tears rather quickly.) Things could not have gone any better.

I was pleased to be re-introduced to a decorative wall treatment in the bedroom my wife, Kathy, and I occupied. It bore the thoughts of the late NCAA men’s basketball coach, Jim Valvano. Valvano coached North Carolina State University to a NCAA Division I National Championship in 1983. His reaction to the last-minute heroics in the finals of that national championship game, as he franticly searched for someone to hug, is the stuff of legends.

But Valvano became most famous for his valiant fight against cancer (adenocarcinoma) which resulted in his death in 1993 at age 47. Known by his peers as “Jimmy V,” he was founder of the “V” Foundation, which since its inception has raised millions and millions of dollars for cancer research.

In his acceptance speech for the Arthur Ashe Courage and Humanitarian Award, two months before his death, Valvano described what he considered to be a “full day,” – a day in which you do three things - laugh, think, and cry.

Laugh. Yet frankly, I think, we as modern Americans, laugh far too infrequently. Not only do we take ourselves too seriously, we tend to take everything too seriously. Life can be a grind, and it can grind you into powder. A healthy sense of humor can go a long way in taking some of the grind out of the grind. We could all lighten up a bit. And opportunities to laugh surround us all the time.  

One night, during our fall vacation, I suggested our boys and their wives have a night away from the kids. Unfortunately, I failed to mention my plan to my wife, Kathy, so, she went with them. That left me at the vacation house with 7 of our grandchildren. I have found when things get really quiet - too quiet - something is usually going on. Time to investigate.

I found the three boys, ages 7,7, and 6, sitting on a bunkbed, their backs against the wall, like birds on a wire; their full attention on an iPad held by the middle bird.

“Are you boys watching something that’s good for you?” I asked.

“Yes, sir!” came their answer in unison.

As I turned to leave the room, satisfied I had monitored the situation properly, one boy piped up, “Can we watch one thing that is inappropriate?”

 “Absolutely not!” I fired in as serious a voice as I could muster.             

Now that was funny! (I waited until I was well out into the hall before I laughed.)

You’ve heard it said, “He who laughs last, laughs loudest.” Sales motivator, Zig Ziglar, used to say, “He who laughs, lasts!” It is important to laugh every time you have the opportunity.

Think. Ralph Waldo Emerson said the hardest work in all the world is thinking. It is hard not to follow the herd. We are inundated with so much information and misinformation today which, as C.S. Lewis observed, “rushes at us like a bunch of wild animals.” Living well calls for clear thinking.

Cry. There is so much sadness in the world. It is important to allow life to “touch” you. Indeed, we are all in this thing together. It is easy to play it safe and insulate ourselves from the pain of life. And you can do that, but as Lewis said, when we do, “we pass into a seasonless world where we laugh, but not with all our laughter, and cry, but not with all our tears.”

I think Jim Valvano was right. On a day you laugh, think, and cry - now, that’s a “full day.”      

Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall

Thanksgiving A Time for Reflection

Every year as Thanksgiving Day rolls around I spend quite a bit of time in reflection. And I mostly think about the people I have known throughout the years. In real estate they say the three most important things are location, location, location. In life I think the three most important things are relationships, relationships, relationships.

I have known some wonderful people in my time. Many of them are dead and gone now. But they still exert a powerful influence on my life. I could name names, but that might get me in trouble.

Many of the men I have admired most were men of the country church I attended as boy. One in particular use to repeat this line each time he prayed: “And Lord, I would not fail to thank you for that day down in the old cow lot when you spoke peace to my troubled soul.” Now, those words will stick with you!

 Most of them were men who lived quiet lives, taking the good and bad as it came without boasting or complaining. They loved their families and their God, and left the world in better shape than they found it. I think of them often, and just as often, I offer a prayer of thanks that I had the privilege of knowing them.

And, at this time of year, I think often of my most influential teachers, especially the ones who challenged me. I am grateful for their guidance and influence.

And along the way, I, like many of my readers, have had some wonderful mentors. “Mentor,” as defined by Webster is “a wise adviser; a trusted teacher and counselor.” It seems at different junctures in my life the right person has shown up at exactly the right time to help me along the way. Their showing up has always had a sense of mystery about it – not easily explained, but deeply appreciated. I am thankful for my mentors. Each will receive a call from me in the next few days.

I will spend some time this week thinking of my late father and my late mother. I am one of those fortunate sons who can say my father was the best man I have ever known. My father lived, what you might call, an un-hurried life. One of his brothers affectionately nicknamed him “Lightning.” My father loved the land. He was a solid as a rock. I miss his bashful smile.

My mother, on the other hand, was one of the most intelligent persons I have ever known. And she was as tough as nails. (Until her grandchildren came along.) =) She had a memory like a steel trap. I wish you could have known her. She’s been gone these nine years. I think of a question I need to ask her almost every day.

I declare. I think my parents’ lives have had a greater influence on me since they’ve been gone that when they were still here - just another one of life’s strange twists.

You can bet I will stop and give thanks for them, and many precious memories this Thanksgiving.

And friends. What would we do, and where would we be without our friends? As my friend and business motivational speaker Jim Rohn says, “If I were wrongly accused and stuck in a Mexican jail, I have a few friends who would come and get me. It wouldn’t matter the day or hour. They would come. They would spend any amount of money and do whatever it took to get me out.” Now that’s a friend. I have a few friends like that. If you do, be thankful.

Speaking of friends, “There is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother.” If you have such a friend, “Be thankful unto Him and bless His name.”

Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours!

Copyright by Jack McCall 2022

The Holidays

With the Holiday Season upon us, I have been thinking of how to get the most out of this special time of the year. It has been estimated that we Americans just spent 8 billion dollars on Halloween. That’s right - $8 billion. And it was over in a night.

Now we are headed headlong toward Thanksgiving. Christmas will be here “before you know it.” Sometimes I find the “speed’ of life a bit unsettling. I am not alone.

So, here are a few suggestions to help you get the most out of the days immediately ahead.

Be thankful. Start early. Don’t wait until Thanksgiving Day to count your blessings. I have long suggested a little exercise that works wonders. Take a sheet of paper and write down the 25 things for which you are most grateful. That’s right, twenty-five. Take your time. Writing things down will force you to focus…and think. If you really want to “walk where angels trod,” (take your thinking to a higher level) make a new list of 25 every day for the next 30 days.

Here’s what will happen: After a day or two, your top ten things (maybe up to 15) will fall right into place. As you work your way down your list, you will begin to look for new things to add. This will make you become more aware of all that surrounds you. You will begin to look for things for which you are thankful.

Sales motivational speaker, Zig Ziglar, used to say, in his patented southern drawl, “People find fault like there’s a reward for it.”  Don’t let that be you! Look for the good and be thankful.

Be generous. The Good Book says when you give, do it secretly, and “don’t let your left hand know what your right hand is doing.” Think of creative ways to help someone. The Nashville Rescue Mission does a great work. You can provide a meal for less than $2.50. Mail a check. When you see a need this Holiday Season, fill it. Be generous.

Be thoughtful. Now that all the ugly political ads are behind us (at least for the time being), let’s concentrate of all that unites us instead of what divides us. We all could use a long drink from “the milk of human kindness.” The late Glen Campbell once sang, “And if you try a little kindness, you’ll overlook the blindness of the narrow minded people on the narrow minded street.” Be thoughtful.

Be aware. The ancient scriptures warn, “Be sober, be vigilant,” translated, “Be on guard,be watchful.” Why? Because of the adversary. We warn our children and grandchildren all the time, “Be careful.”

In years gone by when I would share with my late mother some of the trials and tribulations we were going through with our teenage boys, she would counsel, “Son, it’s a dangerous world out there.” And so, it is.

There are so many things that attempt to rob us of the joys of the Holiday Season. The increasing intrusion of technology into our lives, the rush to shop, busy schedules, and financial pressures, to name a few. We are busy, busy, busy. It requires quiet minds and hearts to be truly thankful; and to fully experience the hallowedness of “Silent Night, Holy Night.” Be aware.

Be patient. We are about to enter the season of long lines and traffic snarls. Remember the two rules: Rule #1 – “Don’t sweat the small stuff.” Rule #2 – “Everything is small stuff.” Well, maybe.

If it won’t matter 100 years from now, it probably doesn’t matter. As a friend of mine says from time to time, “The main thing is to make sure the main thing is the main thing.”

So, if you find yourself being overwhelmed in the days ahead, be reminded “This too shall pass.” Be patient.

And finally, be happy! Abraham Lincoln quipped, “Most people are about as happy as they make up their mind to be.” Make up your mind and be happy.

The best is yet to come.

Copyright  2022 by Jack McCall

The Smell of Skunks and Hogs

I suppose, of all the smells of country living, the smell of skunks or hogs is the most odoriferous (I was going to write “odorous”, but I discovered the word “odoriferous” when I looked it up in Webster’s Dictionary.) Of course, the smell of rotten eggs should be right up there with skunks and hogs, but the smell of rotten eggs just doesn’t have the staying-around power of the other two. I have been hit with a rotten egg in the middle of a corn cob battle, I have been sprayed in the face by a skunk, and I have worked around hogs most of my life, so I know of what I am writing.

Several years ago, there was a rabies epidemic among the Middle Tennessee skunk population. You might remember that summer. Skunks seemed to be everywhere. I would guess, over the period of a week or two, I saw at least a dozen or more dead skunks on the highways and country roads in various places. The entire skunk population was very active. It was most unusual.

I have a long-time friend named Mack Jordon who lives in Chapel Hill, Tennessee. We talk on the phone pretty regularly. In the latter part of that same summer, the subject of skunks came up in one of our conversations.  He informed me that one of his neighbors had killed over twenty skunks in a very short period of time. It seems as though skunks were acting strangely all over the Middle Tennessee area.

Mack retired from working for the Tennessee Farm Bureau Federation several years ago. But after his retirement, he continued to attend the Annual Tennessee Farm Bureau Convention held in Nashville each year. In early December following the afore-mentioned summer, he was again in Nashville attending the annual convention.

At the convention Mack noticed that his friends and acquaintances were giving him funny looks whenever they approached him to exchange pleasantries. It became so obvious that he asked an old friend if there was something wrong with him. The friend, who was a true friend, said, “Yes, Mack, you smell like a skunk!”

That set into motion a thorough investigation. Over the next few days, Mack found out not only did his clothes smell like a skunk, but everything in his house also smelled like a skunk.

Come to find out, several weeks earlier, one of those skunks his neighbor shot had crawled up under Mack’s house and died.  Slowly, but surely, and ever so subtly, that skunk smell had infiltrated his entire house. Anything that was permeable had to go. All his family’s clothes had to be sent to the dry cleaners for special cleaning, same for all the drapes. All the carpet had to be replaced. All the cloth furniture had to be removed and required special fumigation. His wife even took advantage of the opportunity and changed out the kitchen cabinets.     

Fortunately, for Mack, his homeowners insurance covered the cost of all the damages (except for the kitchen cabinets.) Mack came away from the experience with a new respect for skunk power. 

When I was a boy, I was sprayed directly in the face by a baby skunk. Don’t let the word “baby” fool you. Those little buggers come into this world loaded for bear. At point blank range, skunk spray does not smell like skunk. It is pure ammonia. It is way beyond nauseating. And it is blinding to the eyes. My hair turned green.

On the day that skunk sprayed me, I was wearing an orange, short-sleeve shirt handed down from my brother Tom. Of course, those were the days when you didn’t throw anything away. After washing me in a Purex bleach bath, my mother ran that orange shirt through the washing machine a time or two.  Both my younger brothers eventually wore that shirt. But my mother testified that every time she ironed that shirt in the ensuing years, she got a whiff of skunk smell.      

Now that’s staying power.

Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall

Westward

Not too long ago my speaking travels took me to Dodge City, KS. I flew into Wichita by way of St. Louis, and then drove 170 miles west on State Highways 54/400 out to Dodge. The land really flattens out after you leave Wichita. You can see for miles in all directions. It is beautiful country.

My view of this breathtaking part of the world was only marred by those government subsidized windmills that seem to be popping up all over the west “where the coyotes howl and the wind blows free.”

Highways 54/400 run between two indistinct ridges where the wind must continuously blow. I felt surrounded by windmills that, in the distance, looked like giant, white stickmen slowly flailing their arms. Aesthetically, it is quite a price to be paid in the name of “renewable energy.” As someone has said, “The wind blows out on Cape Cod, too, but you won’t find any windmills there.”

My destination was the Boot Hill Casino and Resort in Dodge City, KS where I was speaking for KFCA Insurance. As I drove into town, I had visions of the Long Branch Saloon, The Dodge House Hotel, Marshall Matt Dillion, Chester Good, Festus Hagan, Doc Adams, and, of course, Miss Kitty.

But, alas, Dodge City is not what it used to be.

Driving down Wyatt Earp Boulevard I found Dodge City to look like most mid-sized towns in America. There was a Best Western Hotel along with O’Reilly’s Auto Parts, Kentucky Fried Chicken, McDonald’s, almost every other name-brand establishment you could think of, and a host of Mexican restaurants. When I arrived at Boot Hill Museum, I was shocked to find an Applebee’s Restaurant to be within a stone’s throw. I must admit the Boot Hill of yesteryear and the aura of the old West seemed a million miles away. The thought occurred to me, “Matt Dillion would roll over in his grave if he could see Dodge City now.”

The first evening I decided to enjoy some Mexican cuisine. I found it at El Charro Mexican Restaurant on W. Wyatt Earp Blvd. Best chili relleno I have ever tasted. As I finished cleaning my plate, I thought “that was larapin!” The ghost of Festus Hagan had to be nearby.

The accommodations at the Hampton Inn which is a part of the Boot Hill Casino and Resort were first rate. I enjoyed a restful night’s sleep in preparation the next day’s keynote speech. I found my audience of Kansan’s to be great people who laughed easily.

After the afternoon’s presentation I returned to El Charro for another go at the chili relleno! It was that good! But duty called. I had to be in Wichita on the next day for another speech, so I found myself “getting the heck out of Dodge!”

The sun was at my back as I drove the 170 miles back to Wichita. If it had not been for those darn windmills I would have been in paradise. For some reason my selective vision didn’t block out the windmills like it does telephone poles and lines. There they were, again, buggering up the landscape. I ignored them the best I could.

In Wichita I stayed at the Homewood Suites Hotel, another Hilton property. Great accommodations make for pleasant travels. The audience next day was friendly as anticipated. My keynote ended at promptly 3:30 PM. My flight was scheduled to leave at 5:05 PM sharp. It made for a mad dash across town in my rental car. I arrived at my gate with time to spare.

The state of Kansas has many nicknames – The Sunflower State, The Wheat State and The Jayhawk State. No matter what you call Kansas it remains a centerpiece of the sweeping “fruited plain.”  I can hardly wait to go back.

Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall   

Pre-Holiday Thoughts

Can you believe it? It’s late October. As I write this column, it seems everyone is in a panic to be ready for Halloween. October is almost gone and I am left still wondering where September went. Unbelievably, the Holiday Season is upon us. Sometimes I wish things would slow down a bit. I cringe at the thought I will blink and it will be November.

 Every November, my wife, Kathy, and I Christmas shop in Gatlinburg. We think we are getting ahead of the “Christmas rush.” I’m thinking, “What’s the rush?” or “Why all the rush?”

 We shop all the outlets in Gatlinburg and Pigeon Forge to “save” money. Of course, while we are “saving” money we spend in the neighborhood of $500 on hotel, food, etc. It’s a strange concept, this idea of spending money while you are of “saving” money. But more importantly, we are beating the “rush.”

 Dr. Jerry Zimbardo, Professor of Psychology, wrote in Psychology Today, “The devil’s strategy for our times is to trivialize human existence in a number of ways: by isolating us from one another while

creating the delusion that the reasons are time pressures, work demands, or anxieties created by economic uncertainty.”

 Not only do we find ourselves being isolated from one another, but we also find ourselves losing focus on that which is most important.

 As we plunge head-long into the Holidays here are a few things to think about:

 Consider your citizenship. Is this not a great country? – The United States of America, “the land of the free and the home of the brave.”

 As Thanksgiving Day approaches may we breathe the prayer, “Long may our land be bright with freedom’s holy light. Protect us by Thy might, great God, our King.”

 A speaking engagement took me to Albuquerque, NM a few years ago. The landscape there is called “high desert.” While I was there, I witnessed an event for which Albuquerque is world famous - The annual launching of hundreds of hot air balloons. It was spectacular!

 I am constantly amazed by our nation’s grandeur. From the Grand Canyon, to the Columbia River Gorge, to the Great Smokey Mountains, to the Shenandoah Valley, to the Atlantic shore to the high desert of New Mexico…my list could go on and on. It is no wonder we call her “America, the beautiful.”

 Consider your friends. I like to think I have many friends. They are as diverse as these United States. They all have their particular strengths and weaknesses. Friends make our lives rich. Take care to take care of your friends.

 Count your blessings. Our lives are filled with challenges. We’ve all suffered some disappointments and setbacks. If we focus on the bad, we often lose sight of the good.

 Get a jump on Thanksgiving Day. Start counting your blessings in advance. Cultivate the “attitude of gratitude” all the way through the Holiday season. As the folks at Al-Anon say, “It works if you work it.”

 Take some time to reflect. A lot of water has gone under the bridge (or over the dam.) Many lessons have been learned. And we’ve all enjoyed some wonderful experiences along the way. It is important that we, occasionally, take a deep drink from the past and savor the best moments and experiences of our lives.

 The Holidays are a great time to recall the memories of those whom we will miss this year…those who made Thanksgivings and Christmases of the past special.  Find yourself a rocking chair, pour yourself a cup of coffee, hot tea, or hot chocolate, and sit a spell.

 You might even cry a few tears…Happy Tears.

 Dig a little deeper. Do a little research on the first Thanksgiving celebration. Re-connect with those first pilgrims who stepped on our shores. Get to know them a little better. Be reminded of their courage and resolve in the face of hardship.

 When Thanksgiving Day is past, take out the old family Bible and begin reading of the events which led up to the cradle in Bethlehem. Unless you cultivate the soil of your soul, this blessed season will come and go, and you might not be touched by the wonder of it all.

 So, here’s to a warm and wonderful Holiday Season. We all have ground work to do to make it so.

 And remember. The most important things in life are not things.

Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall         

Going Fishing

I had the good privilege of traveling to Lancaster, TN. a couple of weekends back. Lancaster, pronounced “Lank’cas ster” by some, and “Lanks’ ster” by most who are from there, is a quiet community tucked away between Gordonsville, TN, and Center Hill Dam on State Highway 264. The occasion was a fish fry in support of 6th District United States Congressman, John Rose.

It was a perfect day for the event – mild temperatures graced the sun-drenched countryside. But as I prepared to make the drive from Hartsville, my mind was 60 years or more away.

As a boy, I had made the trip from our farm in Carthage to Center Hill Lake on fishing outings with my father many times. There were four of us boys, so we got to go two-at-a-time. Fishing with my father holds some of my fondest boyhood memories.

Before I reached Carthage, I had already gotten ahead of myself. I recalled how Old Highway 52S once meandered through South Carthage on its way to Gordonsville. And in my mind’s eye, I traveled through Gordonsville and crossed the railroad tracks on the east side of town. Then I relived taking the circuitous route which led up-and-down-and-around by Temperance Hall, through Lancaster, and on to Center Hill Dam. You might say I arrived in Lancaster that day before I got there.

When my brothers and I were growing boys, my mother was in charge of waking us on mornings when there was hay to be hauled, Johnson grass to be chopped, and tobacco to be worked. Some mornings it was hard for her to get us going. But on the days we were going fishing, my father would come to our bedroom door in the wee hours of the morning and whisper, “Boys, let’s go!” We would kick the cover off the bed!

A day of fishing with Frank McCall held much promise. Not only was he a skilled and patient teacher, he was simply a pleasure to be around.

I think I enjoyed straight-line fishing for crappie most. To me, there is hardly anything more beautiful that a big, black, “slab” crappie lying on its side at the top of the water. Casting for largemouth bass was much more challenging, especially for boys. I promise, on the days we fished for bass, our father spent more time getting us un-hung than he did fishing. I couldn’t count the times he cradled the handle of the boat paddle in the crook of his arm and pulled the boat into shore to retrieve a tangled fishing plug, which was usually hung up in a tree limb. And he would always tease, “Boys, are you fishin’ or squirrel huntin’?”

And then, there was the food. Stopping for lunch might have been the high point of the day. I don’t believe boloney and crackers ever tasted so good! And there were 16 Oz, Pepsis (in returnable bottles,) Beany Weenies, canned sardines (one of my father’s favorites), sliced cheese; and to top it all off, a dime cake. I have to explain here. When soft drinks and candy bars only cost a nickel, a ten-cent cake was a big deal. There were Banana Flips, Jim Jams, SnowBalls, Hostess Cup Cakes and Twinkies, and Dolly Madison French Pastries (cream filled in chocolate or vanilla.) For this country boy, if just for a day, it was like dining at the king’s table.

So, on that Saturday afternoon in Lancaster, I enjoyed reconnecting with old friends, and enjoying some great food. But you might say I spent most of my thinking time wetting a hook.

I must admit the fishing has never been better.

Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall

Harvest Time

I love the fall of the year. There’s just something about it that brings a feeling of satisfaction to my bones. For me, it starts when the leaves on the trees begin to make a different sound at the stirring of the wind. And then comes the morning I walk outside and the air has an unexpected bite in it. That sends me back inside looking for a flannel shirt. Soft flannel is hard to beat when the temperature starts to fall. The next experience to which I look forward is catching the first smell of smoke from a fireplace.

 But I think I treasure the fall season most because it speaks of harvest time. Harvest time – one writer referred to it as that time “when the frost is on the pumpkin and the corn is in the shock.”

 Harvest time -- when you gather in the fruit of that which you planted in the spring and nurtured through the summer. Harvest time –to put it another way—when you go about reaping what you sowed.

 I’ve seen a few harvests in my time. I was in on putting two dozen or more tobacco crops to rest. There’s no feeling like the bone-tired satisfaction one experiences when the last tobacco stalk is cut and spiked, and the last stick is hung in the barn.

 And corn crops? I’ve seen a few of them finished off as well. Most of the corn crops I saw were gathered by hand and scooped from the wagon through a high window in the corn crib. The door to the corn crib was boarded up so the corn could not fall out into the hallway of the feed barn. We pulled the ears of corn out from between the boards until we could create a space for opening the crib door.

 There’s nothing like the feel and smell of a corn crib….corn shucks, corn silk, and corn cobs. And there were rats, mice, and chicken snakes.

 Whenever I see a corn field, golden tanned with the coming on of harvest, the best feelings are conjured up for me.

 And there were fall hay crops which we stacked high in the old feed barn. Over the log pen, the stoutest part of the barn’s structure, we stacked fall hay all the way to the barn’s tin roof. It was a mountain of hay. Newly baled, fall hay safely in the barn -- now that’s a different smell altogether.

 In my boyhood days, calf crops were usually sold in the fall of the year. And the second of two sets of “top” hogs went to market about that time as well.

 Harvest time is a time for “taking stock,” or assessing your situation – for taking a backwards glance. And it is a time for being thankful.

 I have often considered the many advantages of growing up on a farm.  One thing you learn on the farm is the rhythm of the seasons and the “flow” of nature. Actually, it is more “picked up” than learned. It is something that seeps into your bones. You experience, firsthand, the miracle of planting and harvesting, of sowing and reaping. You learn that a crop must be defended and cared for, that there are certain processes that must be followed. You also learn what works and what does not.

 And you learn not to apologize when you take in a bumper crop. You also learn not to complain when the harvest comes up short. It is all a part of the life experience. As the New York Yankee great, Casey Stengel, once said,

“You win some, you lose some, and a few get rained out.” So it is with the harvest.

 God is a genius. He placed harvest time just before wintertime. In the winter we have time to review the past year and contemplate the spring. How much will we plant in the spring? If the harvest was disappointing, will we find the courage to plant again?

 But planting must go on. Without sowing there can be no reaping.

 I guess, above all, a farm is wonderful place for learning to trust the Lord of the harvest.

  Copyright 2022 by Jack McCall